sorry kee ian..

sorry kee ian about yesterday..
i'm not purposely..
i dunno how to explain about wat am i thinking..
bec after take my result i ask u get how many a..
u get 5..jun get 6..qui han get 5..tat hong get 6...woon them all get full a...
but my result ..
only get 3a..
i really sad..
hard to face it...
u all happy..
but i'm sad
i scared will make u all sad...
so i did not tell u about my result n my feeling..
hong n jun personal also write that..
call me dun sad..
i ad control myself...
but actually i cnt do it..
i know my result already as a matter of fact...
but i really cnt trust it..
if i tell u..
u just will answer me..
it's already over..
i know..
pmr not to represent my future..
spm can gambateh agn..
this all i also know..
but i very care my result....
sad....
i'm not a perfect friend..
and i sad not only because i cnt reach my target..
i'm so dissapointed...
bec i hope me can same like u all..
can follow all of ur de step..
n i hope i can win my sis..
bec she too proud..
i'm suppose tis time can tell my sister..
no tuition also can get 4a..
but..
actually i cnt do it..
i'm so sorry..
i just need to calm down..
hope u won't blame me...
n thank you..
at this holiday..
u nvr give up n say gud nitez to me everynitez...
thank you..
u is my brother..
forever..
but tis time i'm did wrong..
i should tell u..
but i did not do it..
maybe between me n u all de distance very far..
i'm so sorry...