dun try to affected me

dun try to affected me..
again ...
when i feel suffer n no confidence..
u write in ur blog n make me more sad n make me no more confidence...
i late sleep for doing note n do revision..
but u say me copy u...
why u must attack my confidence leh..
u noe i dun hv copy u..
u noe i got tis idea already..
u know de...
now u tell i copy u..
izit u sengaja?
stop la..why u must do tat to hurt me..
i'm stop doing sejarah..
bec of u...
izit i wan say u copy my idea also?
i dun hv do tat..
i also dun hv say back u...
i dun wan affected u..
i hope i can same like jun..
she cheat herself to say sorry to u..
i can't do tat...
if i do tat i just feel i lie myself only ..
n cnt change anything..
just make my mood more bad...
tis week i cnt finish my sej revision..
when i reading tat book..
i will thinking of u..
T.T..
many people say u sengaja one u sengaja one...
i dunno why u do tat...
i won't revenge u..
bec our attitude are different..
so pls dun do tat again..
if u continue to force me..
maybe got 1 day i will scold u n won't talking wit u anymore..
pls esteem urself..
n esteem us...
if not u will lost all ur best friend..
n the person who love u..
maybe u dun care alone..
bec when u alone u also won't think tat is wrong like last time..
we tired..
u dun care..
why we care u alone last time..
izit last time 4give u is a wrong decide?
izit last time dun hv tell all ur problem let u noe is wrong decide?
izit i patient is wrong decide?
i dun wan find the answer n stop to thinking of u..
try dun care wat u saying..
but i cnt do tat..
bec u is my friend..
but u change my notion...
feel if u is my friend..
u won't do that..
if u is my friend..
u won't choose the time that i need people care to try to attack me..
if u is my friend..
u won't hurt me..
if u is my friend..
u will support me..
but u already hurt me..
after pmr..
u will me actually u lost all..
n if u really get a good result u also won't be happy ..
bec u do tat to ur friend..
i say really de..
u will feel it..
jun n me..
never think wan hurt u..
we won't do that...

think urself..pls

today view ur blog...
say u hate 3 dahlia...
izit u so hate?
wei hong?
he not ur best friend?..
he dun hv support u?
he is a one who support u when u feel suffer..
sometime he know de thing i also dunno..
why u hate..
the reason is no one help u?
or no one support u when u quarell wit us?
or u think tat kee ian is ignore u?
last time u say..
in ur life got 2 important person..
one is kee ian ..
one is qui han..
actually u dun hv say i already noe..
u just will say people copy u..
i dunno who is the person...
but i just can tell u..
dun think people is copying u..
see urself..
actually u is saying urself...
be4 i view ur blog i will thinking ...
after i view ur blog..
will affected me to do revision?
but really affected me...
i care of u ...
but u everytime hurt me..
i did not like to hurt u..
i dun hv tell u about ur problem..
last time when i say u just say dun hv dun hv..
i dun wan ask agn..
bec i noe u won't think tat is wrong..
u change back already..
ur attitude bad again..
i open tis blog ..
i dun hv let u see..
bec i care ur feeling to say tis..
fashion show...
all people agree join teacher ..
just u..
did not like tis..
all people agree..
just u did not wan..
izit wan all people follow u?
u say me..
did i got say back u wat?!!!
the answer is no!
wat u did ..
i dun hv say back u!!
but that no mean i dun care
!!!
yes..be4 i dun care..
but u everytime like tat now u writting in ur blog...
wat la..
can u ask all people beside of u ?
wat they thinking?
chi hao?
one of the person...
when quarrel wit us..
he teman u n talk wit u..
but u?
ask wat he feeling la..
everytime feel all people did bad to u..
but u never think wat u did to people..
i dunno why u change until like tat at this year...
maybe stress?
i also stress..did i nid same wit u?
scold people without reason?
say people never think myself got wrong?
if i'm u..
i won't hurt my friend who good to me..
bec i very thank them because they care me when i feel suffer..
i won't did bad to them..
bec i treasure our friendship..
i feel warm..
when my friend alway good to me..
bec i think if u good to them ..
them also will good to u..
but u not same..
i good to u..
but u try to hurt me..
sad..
enough la...
i dunno u is sengaja to affected me or wat..
u like la...

stop doing tat

2 more week..
pmr is coming..
today i cannot focus in study..
because i'm keep thinking about wat kai ru saying..
dunno why suddenly think about that..
i'm feel uncomfortable n cnt forget about it...
i dunno why just a bit thing only..
then already affected my confidence n cnt concentrate on study..
i dunno why i so care lo..
jun say dun care 1st bec pmr is coming soon..
but tuesday ...
kai ru say sej no nid do nota one n just read buku teks enuf..
but she do nota also...
when i read bab 1 she say no nid read one..
n call me read another bab..
but she read bab 1 also...
dunno why la..
maybe is i sensitive or wat...
since kairu tell jun tat day..
n tell the lie ..
make misunderstanding between me n wei hong..
n make me did not trust wei hong anymore..
i dunno why she wan do tat...
i try to forget about it..
but really cnt do tat..
when i study ..n suddenly thinking about tat..
really cnt focus already...
one of the way tat can forget it is hurt my hand..
pls la..
if u noe a bit thing tat already can affected me..
then please dun do tat...
dun make me sad or wat..
n i tell u..
i never jealous ur result..
i never thinking about that..
i won't do tat to my friend ..
n dun make something out of nothing..
i hate people do tat..
dun make misunderstanding between me or jun or who..
stop do tat..
i'm not a person like tat..
trust or no trust tat is ur choice..
i care ur feeling n dun wan affected u ..
but please thinking about me..
ur friend...
when i care a person..
if she hurt me..
i really will sad ..
today my cousin comes my house...
she talk wit mw about myself.
she ask me why face look like patient..
then i tell her maybe i no enuf sleeping..
then she noe i must read be4 sleep..
if not i will cry..
she say i gv myself too many pressure already..
she call me rest more 1st..
watever la..
now i wan concentrate on study n try dun hurt myself...
hope i can do tat..